The Warmonger & The Ladyboy

When I was at school I shared a dormitory (I attended boarding school) with a kid who had an unhealthy obsession with the military. I know boys like books on war and playing soldier, but this kid’s interest in the military was seriously unhealthy.

He didn’t just have a few books on war. Every book he seemed to read was on war. His part of the wall wasn’t plastered with pictures of girls or rock stars, but posters of planes, tanks, and everything else military. When out of school uniform he often would wear war military issue clothing and had a load of military equipment: regulation army canteens, rucksacks, and goodness knows what else.

No surprise that this kid (who was called Peter) was a member of the army cadets and wanted to join the army when he left school.

Teachers often asked us what we wanted to do when we’d finished our education and how best they could help us accomplish that. They gladly helped advise Peter what he needed to do if he wanted go into the army.

Geez, I find it totally sickening that there were supposedly responsible adults who were prepared to support some kid in signing up to kill people. It’s particularly sickening because if I told those same teachers I wanted to be a Ladyboy dominatrix you know the response I’d get? You’re severely disturbed and need therapy.

So wanting to go and kill people for a living isn’t disturbing, but wanting to pleasure people is? My moral compass must be severely screwed up, because I’ve always thought that caring about people is good while killing people was bad.

Now, I didn’t tell any teacher I wanted to be a Ladyboy dominatrix but the point is I knew the kind of response I’d have got if I had, which demonstrates to me the disturbing direction society’s moral compass is pointing.

I’d not have been surprised if Peter had masturbated over one of his books on war, yet if I’d had a stash of porn it likely would have been confiscated. Ironically, from what I heard Peter failed the medical when enlisting. Thank goodness Peter only got to masturbate over the thought of killing people, rather than the actual practice.

One kills for a living the other pleasures. Which gets the greater respect?

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